<p><a href="https://www.patreon.com/beccabellamy/posts?filters%5Btag%5D=submissive%20diary">Click here</a> to read the previous parts of the story.</p><p><img data-media-id="112068396" src="/2f/00/2f0078b07eafd6c8c0337b6fdb01cc83e66df680ba88c974b212df0560635b13.jpg"></p><p><strong>Myles</strong></p><p>I can remember the night where it felt like my journey as a submissive cuckold was complete. Nearly nine months had passed since our last session with Dr. Samuels and her husband. Molly was deep into her relationship with Cody and with each passing week they grew closer. She’d developed great skills as a domme, too, and with each passing week she lured me deeper into my submission. It was all so much more satisfying than I ever imagined possible.</p><p>The particular night I’m talking about was a Saturday. Molly had slept at Cody’s the night before and had spent most of the morning and afternoon with him. They arrived at the house a little after 6pm. Molly seemed tired and a little disheveled, but she was also glowing, which made it seem like she’d enjoyed a particularly good day.</p><p>“Welcome home,” I said as I opened the door for them.</p><p>Molly smiled, stepped into the house, and took me into her arms. She held me tightly and I felt this wave of deeply satisfying emotion wash over me. It was nothing more than a hug from my wife and domme, but it was exactly what I needed after spending a night without her.</p><p>“How was your night?” Molly asked.</p><p>“Lonely,” I replied.</p><p>She smiled, caressed my face, and kissed me softly. Her lips lingered against mine and I couldn’t help but wish that we could stay that way forever.</p><p>“How was your night?” I asked.</p><p>“Splendid,” Molly said. “This morning and afternoon, too. It was all splendid. Cody shared me for the first time.”</p><p>I looked over Molly’s shoulder and saw a smile on Cody’s face. He was her dom so it made sense that he would share her if it’s what he desired, but it was still unexpected.</p><p>“I like to share my subs,” Cody said. “It brings me immense pleasure to know that a sub is so dedicated to me that she’ll offer her body to a friend of mine.”</p><p>Cody stepped closer and put his arms around Molly’s waist. He pulled her away from me and kissed her neck as his hands moved under her shirt. She closed her eyes and moaned as Cody played with her breasts, and it certainly appeared as though he wasn’t being particularly gentle.</p><p>“You know that my body is his to do with as he pleases, don’t you Myles?” Molly asked.</p><p>I nodded. I knew that’s how Molly liked it. I knew she found pleasure in surrendering herself to Cody, and after nearly nine months together she trusted him implicitly.</p><p>“Was it…was it good?” I asked. “Being shared, I mean?”</p><p>Cody reached into Molly’s pants and she moaned as his fingers found her pussy. She arched her back and he kissed her neck once more, sucking gently on her flesh. The look on her face made it seem like she was reveling in the pleasure of being touched while re-living being shared.</p><p>“Tell him,” Cody said. “Did you enjoy yourself?”</p><p>Molly opened her eyes and smiled at me. “It was spectacular,” she said. “Cody’s friend took me to the bedroom and used me for his pleasure. He used me like I was little more than a sex toy and I let him. I let him because it’s what Cody wanted, and because of that, I came so hard, baby. I came so fucking hard as his friend pounded my pussy.”</p><p>It will surprise no one to know that I was rock hard by that point. I’d been under strict instructions not to touch my cock while Molly was with Cody and I’d obeyed. I did a whole lot of thinking about what my wife was doing, though, and that meant I was awfully worked up by the time she walked through the front door.</p><p>“Myles, you know that your body is mine to do with as I please, right?” Molly asked as Cody continued to play with her pussy.</p><p>I nodded, though not without a bit of trepidation. I could see the look in her eyes and I was fairly certain she had plans for me.</p><p>“Tell me, Myles, do you like being a cocksucker for me?” Molly asked. “Do you like it when I tell you to get on your knees and fluff Cody’s cock?”</p><p>I nodded. I know that might sound crazy to some of you, but I loved hearing those words from my wife’s lips. I loved when she would demand that I offer Cody my mouth. I’d been trained to find significant pleasure in doing exactly as I was told, for that is how I satisfied my wife.</p><p>“Get on your knees,” Molly said. I dropped to my knees in the foyer. Molly stepped out of Cody’s grasp and unzipped his pants. She reached inside and her delicate fingers pulled out his long, thick cock. “Kiss his cock,” she demanded.</p><p>I crawled forward, paused for a moment, and kissed the head of Cody’s cock. I let my lips linger against it and looked up at Molly to see a smile on her face.</p><p>“Why are you a cocksucker?” she asked.</p><p>I answered without hesitation. “Because it’s what you want me to be.”</p><p>She smiled again, though this time I saw a deeper sense of satisfaction on her face. I think she liked that I was trying to be as good a submissive for her as she was for Cody.</p><p>“You’ve trained him well,” Cody said. “Exceptionally well, in fact. I’ve been with a few other couples like you and the husbands always end up breaking at some point. They can’t seem to help but surrender to their innate, selfish desires to pursue their orgasm above all else. I don’t think Myles is going to end up being that way, though. You’re an exceptional domme, Molly.”</p><p>Molly looked at Cody, smiled, and said, “Thank you. You’ve helped, though. You’ve showed me how pleasurable it can be to submit, which had made it so much easier for me to train Myles. I know that if I do my job right, he’ll find genuine satisfaction in giving me complete control over his body. He’ll let me do as I please with his mouth, his cock, his balls, and even his asshole. He’ll let me share his body just like you shared mine. Won’t you, Myles?”</p><p>I nodded. I knew exactly what I was agreeing to. I was essentially giving Molly permission to do whatever she wanted with me. I was offering my willingness to be offered up as a sex toy for her pleasure just like she’d let Cody offer her up as a sex toy.</p><p>“Suck his cock, Myles,” Molly demanded.</p><p>I took Cody’s cock in my mouth. I gave a blowjob, just as my wife desired. I sucked cock lustily and she smiled.</p><p>“Deeper,” Molly said. She put a hand on the back of my head and applied gentle pressure. “Swallow his cock, Myles. Show me that you can be a great cocksucker. Show me that you’re worth loaning out. Show me how eager and talented that mouth of yours is.”</p><p>I swallowed as much of Cody’s cock as I could take. I felt the head press against my throat. I gagged, but I didn’t stop. I kept going. I swallowed more. I took the head of his cock into my throat. I let it cut off my air supply. Molly applied more pressure to the back of my head. I couldn’t breathe, but my body was filled with a sense of submissive pleasure.</p><p>“He could be as good as you are if he gets enough practice,” Cody said.</p><p>Molly let my head go and I slowly pulled off of Cody’s cock. I coughed and some of the spit from the back of my throat dripped down my chin.</p><p>“Are you willing to practice, Myles?” Molly asked as she stroked Cody’s dick. “Are you willing to put in the work to become a good cocksucker for your wife?”</p><p>“Yes,” I said. “I’ll be anything you want me to be, Molly. I just want to make you happy.”</p><p>Molly released Cody’s cock and dropped to her knees. Her lips found mine and we shared a deep, sloppy kiss. She grabbed my stiff dick through my pants and stroked me with such vigor that I thought I might flood my underwear with a load. Molly pulled back just in time, though. Her gaze met mine and she smiled. I suspect she could see the desperation in my eyes.</p><p>“Let’s go to the bedroom,” she said. Molly stood and helped me to my feet. She took my hand and we walked to the bedroom with Cody following us. “Strip,” she ordered the moment we stepped through the doorway.</p><p>I stripped and glanced at Cody, whose cock was still hard. I tossed my clothes aside and stood naked and vulnerable in the bedroom. Molly took my cock in her hand and kissed me as her fingers slowly moved up and down my shaft.</p><p>“Who owns you?” she asked softly.</p><p>“You do,” I answered. I’ve never felt such pleasure in uttering just two words. It was the first time I’d acknowledged that I was essentially Molly’s property to do with as she pleased and it was incredible.</p><p>“Cody’s going to fuck you,” Molly said. “He’s going to take your ass with the cock that has made your wife cum countless times. He’s going to fuck you as hard and fast as he wants. He’s going to use you like a sex toy and then he’s going to dump his load in your ass. Do you understand?”</p><p>Fear was the first thing I felt. For a few moments it was all I felt. I was being offered up as a fuck toy by my wife and I was certain it was going to hurt. Plus, being fucked by a man would surely be humiliating.</p><p>Submissive lust was the second thing I felt. It followed closely behind the fear. The two emotions quickly comingled, creating a unique experience in my body and brain. It all happened over the course of a few seconds, leading to what was ultimately a quick answer.</p><p>“Yes, I understand,” I said.</p><p>Molly maintained her grip on my cock and walked me to the edge of the bed. “Put your hands on the bed and bend over,” she said.</p><p>I did as I was told and Molly opened the nightstand drawer, pulled out a bottle of lube, and popped the top. She moved behind me, squirted a generous helping of the slippery liquid into her hand and applied it to my asshole and the surrounding area.</p><p>“You’ll need to relax,” she said. “Anal sex can be pleasurable, but it’s agonizing if you’re not relaxed. Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and let it out slowly.”</p><p>I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and let it out slowly. As I began to exhale, Molly’s finger penetrated my asshole. I felt it tighten around the invading digit instantly, but I did my best to pull my concentration back to my breath. I relaxed as she added a second finger and began to fuck me gently.</p><p>“He’s a lot bigger than my fingers, so it’s going to hurt no matter what when he takes you the first time,” Molly said. “That’s how it should be, though. A submissive should suffer a little when he gets taken anally. It helps you to remember that it’s not about your pleasure. You’re offering up your ass for my pleasure and Cody’s. You’re being a good little slut because you want to make me feel good.”</p><p>“Yes, I do,” I said as her fingers moved in and out of my ass. It was actually quite pleasant to be penetrated in that way, though I knew she was right that Cody’s considerably larger cock would be painful.</p><p>“He’s ready,” Molly said as she pulled her fingers from my ass. “Get on your hands and knees in the bed, Myles. Arch your back and present your ass for Cody. Show him how badly you want to be fucked. Show him that you want to know what it’s like to be fucked by a real man.”</p><p>I crawled into the bed and arched my back. I looked back to see Molly applying lube to Cody’s cock as they kissed. He played with her tits and she sucked on his tongue while stroking his long, thick shaft and leaving it slippery for entrance into my body.</p><p>“He’s yours,” Molly said.</p><p>Cody approached the bed and moved into it behind me. He stroked his cock and reached out to spread my ass cheeks. He slapped the head of his cock against my asshole. I moaned and pushed back a little. I wanted to show him that I was eager to be fucked. I wanted to be a good submissive to make my wife happy.</p><p>Molly came around the other side of the bed. She crawled towards me until our lips were achingly close. “Beg for it,” she whispered. “Beg him to fuck you. Beg him to use you.”</p><p>I thought of Molly doing that for Cody’s friend. I wished I could have seen it. The notion struck me as insanely hot, so I did the same thing for Cody.</p><p>“Please, Cody, fuck me,” I said as I stared into Molly’s eyes. “Fuck my ass. Use my ass for your pleasure. Fuck my ass and cum inside me.”</p><p>I’m not sure I can explain the thrill of uttering those words to a man. It’s not something I ever imagined I’d say, even after I started sucking cock for Molly. And yet, as I was saying it, my cock throbbed. I was filled with the kind of lust I feel only when I’m completely lost in my submission.</p><p>I felt pressure against my asshole. Then I felt the pain as I opened up for Cody’s cock. There was plenty of lube, but when something as small as an asshole is stretching out for something as large as a cock like Cody’s, there’s going to be pain.</p><p>“Take it for me,” Molly said. “Breathe deeply, relax, and take his cock for me. Be a good submissive for me. Tell him to fuck you, Myles. Tell him to fuck your ass. Tell him to take your ass and fuck it.”</p><p>“Please, Cody, fuck my ass,” I said through gritted teeth. “Please, fuck me.”</p><p>I felt Cody’s pubic hair against my ass. His cock was buried inside me. He ran his fingers over my lower back and then grabbed my hips. He pulled out until just the tip remained inside my ass and slowly filled me once more. I groaned, but the discomfort had already lessened.</p><p>“You’re being a good slut,” Molly whispered. “You’re being exactly what I want you to be. Tell me, who owns your body?”</p><p>“You do,” I answered as Cody pulled out once more.</p><p>Molly smiled. “Yes I do,” she said. Her lips met mine. We kissed. Cody fucked me a little bit faster. I moaned into my wife’s mouth as I surrendered my ass to a man. “How does it feel to get fucked?” she asked.</p><p>“Good,” I answered. “It feels good.”</p><p>I wouldn’t say the physical sensation was pleasurable. I would, however, say that it felt good to get fucked. It did. My loins were tingling. My cock was hard. My head was swimming with that beautiful sensation that submission brings about. It felt genuinely good to get fucked.</p><p>With each thrust Cody fucked me a little harder and faster. Molly kept kissing me and it felt as though she was getting caught up in the pleasure of offering my ass to her dom. I couldn’t help but get caught up in it too. I started moaning into her mouth. I started begging Cody to fuck me harder. I wasn’t really doing any of it consciously, either. It was just happening. The words were pouring from my mouth without me giving it a second thought. It got to a point where I felt like I was a girl in a PornHub video, offering up my ass doggystyle and moaning like it was the hottest thing in the world. In the moment, though, that’s exactly what it was. I was getting fucked and I loved every second of it.</p><p>By the time Cody’s orgasm approached, he was pounding me viciously. He had a tight grip on my hips and it seemed like he was trying to tear me open with every thrust. I took it, though. I took his cock with great pleasure, in no small part because Molly was clearly delighted. She’d started masturbating at one point and her moans joined mine in filling the bedroom.</p><p>“He’s close,” Molly said. “Beg him to cum inside you.”</p><p>“Please, cum inside me!” I begged. “Please, flood my ass with your load. Cum in my ass. Please, please, please!”</p><p>Cody fucked me hard enough that I could barely stay on my hands and knees. Each thrust was a violent crash into my ass that brought him closer to cumming, which was all I wanted at that point.</p><p>Eventually Cody buried his cock in my asshole and came. The amazing thing was that Molly came at the same time. This look of joy came over her face and her lips parted to let out a long, low moan of pure delight as she came hard.</p><p>I was the only one not to cum. My cock remained stiff, but it wasn’t my place to reach down and play with it. I hadn’t been given permission, after all. I remained on my hands and knees as Cody dumped his load in my ass and waves of pleasure washed over Molly’s body.</p><p>Cody pulled out, slapped the head of his cock against my asshole a few times, and said, “That was an exceptional orgasm. Thank you, slut.”</p><p>“My pleasure,” I replied.</p><p>Cody walked to the bathroom and Molly kissed me. “I had a great orgasm too,” she said.</p><p>“That was also my pleasure,” I said.</p><p>“You deserve more,” she replied. “I want you to fuck me. I want you to fuck me while Cody’s cum leaks out of your ass. I want you to fuck me while you think about what just happened.”</p><p>Molly moved onto her back and I crawled between her legs. She took me into her pussy and wrapped her legs around me.</p><p>“Fuck me and think about him pounding your ass,” Molly said. “Claim your reward for being a good slut.”</p><p>Molly’s pussy had never felt so good. She was soaked and hot and she actually felt somewhat tight. I fucked her hard and did as she wanted. I thought of Cody’s cock fucking me. I thought of being a slut. I thought of being her property.</p><p>I had a massively pleasurable orgasm no more than thirty seconds after entering her. Molly slipped two fingers into my cummy asshole and fucked me as I came. It seemed that she wanted me to associate my orgasm with anal sex. It worked like a charm.</p><p>“Thank you,” I said afterwards. “Thank you for letting me cum.”</p><p>“It was my pleasure,” Molly said. “Thank you for being a good submissive.”</p><p>My training has since continued, but in that moment I felt as though my journey as a submissive was complete. Not only had I offered my ass to Cody on my wife’s instruction, but I’d done so willingly and I’d enjoyed myself. It wasn’t that the anal sex was so pleasurable, either. It was the submission that I loved. It was doing it because Molly wanted me to do it that truly satisfied me.</p><p>That’s how I knew my journey was complete.</p><p>There’s more I could talk about. I’m sure there’s more Molly could talk about too, but I think this is as good a place as any to end our diary. I hope you’ve enjoyed our journey as much as we’ve enjoyed sharing it.</p><p>The End.</p>